The doctors have decided that I can be trusted to leave the clinic for 3 hours (2 times each day). It is VERY weird to be back in society considering that I was certain that I would never be here again. Now that I am easing my way back into the world, I still must really be in touch with myself so that I don’t get overwhelmed by all of the people, colors, sounds and smells.
Over the last 2 weeks I tried to keep up with my writing and art therapy. It was very difficult at times, but it was always helpful to have a way to dump the chaos inside of me. During the next days, I will work on getting things online again and establishing a routine for posting again.
I would like to thank everyone for the kind words of support during the last weeks. As many of you know, it is an unimaginable hell to be at the bottom. And yet, somehow, we fight our way back. Your kindness rings inside of me louder than you may know.