I was hesitant to post this entry. But I decided to in the end. If I start editing my posts, I will be editing my voice. That is exactly what I have been doing my entire life. This blog is to give me a chance to be open, vulnerable, scared and ultimately safe. If you chose to read this, please don’t be afraid for me. Just know that this is my struggle. I’m safe, but it is a lot hard of work to do the smallest things. And it is frightening (to me), exhausting and hurts… even the “good days”.