I am not going to upload the pictures from my journal for a while. Things are really very hard and sharing is just too much. I can’t honestly do it. I will be too tempted to water down my writing and I can’t do that to myself. Writing is my only outlet. My writing must be able to be as ugly and scary as I need in order to process my thoughts. Holding back in my writing because I am ashamed or otherwise shy about my feelings go against everything. Writing and getting things out must be my first priority. At a future date I may photograph the pages and put them on line like the rest. But until then, I will post things, but just not photos from my journal pages.
Im sorry and I hope you can understand that I need this right now.